I haven't been here since forever.

What do I do now?

Please don't tell me it's over.

Whore. Prostitute. Slut. LOSER.

What is she doing?

How was I ever stupid enough to believe that this time would be different?

They never care as much as they're supposed to - as much as you.

Do I matter at all?

Please don't make me regret giving you everything.

It's like my time isn't running out.

I only want to spend my last few days with you and all you want to do is squander it all away.

It hurts like you don't even know.

Do you even really love me?

I don't have all the time in the world to wait for the answer.

If you don't care then what are we doing - what is the point?

Am I just some blown up infatuation?

My GOD.

I guess I'm coming to terms with how stupid I've allowed myself to be yet again.

You're all that matters to me now. But that's a one-sided thing, right?

Screw you.

If I was dying, would that make a difference?

I hate you.

Why can't you just be here?

I would have done it for you.