Everything is fleeting... and all will be gone in a second.

There is barely anything left of us.

I weep for the memory of what we used to be.
I weep for the thought of what we are.
I weep for the vision of what we could have been.

I guess that's always how it is once the end has come.

I wonder if you'll miss me.
I wonder if you'll remember to say goodbye.

Will you just move on and forget me?

Did I matter - make an impact in your life?

I don't have a lot of time here. If you've always wanted to tell me something - say it now. If you've wanted to do something with me - let's do it!

I have one year - just the one.

Help me make it count.

PLEASE.

Which is why I'm kind of annoyed at YOU.

When I talk to you, when I invite you out - that means I WANT to talk to YOU, I WANT to spend time with YOU... time that I don't have a lot of.

To be perpetually put off...
For you to talk to me like you would rather NOT be...

That HURTS ME. Do you understand????

So shove your sorry's up your ASS. You want me to believe we're friends? Act like one.

SHOW ME.

This folks, was posted on the bathroom door of one of the stalls in our international airport. THE GRAMMAR IN THIS COUNTRY SOMETIMES!! SERIOUSLY????

EPIC FAIL!!!!!!! IN ALL COUNTS! Even what it says REGARDLESS of grammar - SERIOUSLY???

(I took the liberty of using Paint to correct this great error - I COULDN'T TAKE IT!!)

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Maybe I stay up till this time because this is the only time I can really hear myself think. Everyone in the house is asleep. All the lights in the neighborhood are out. And there is only uninterrupted silence.

I can no longer deny the inevitable.

And at the end of the day I'm afraid... afraid of the uncertainty.

I would have done so much more if I could have the assurance that you would have MEANT it.

I'm trying to be a better person here.

Yeah, okay - I KNOW. Jeez can't we just be friends??

I'm getting attacked by futility and inescapability.

I'm going out with a BANG.

You show up now??? You have SOME NERVE!

You SHOULD be afraid. You know what you did was wrong, you fucking asshole. You don't even have the GUTS to look me in the eye and just SAY IT. COWARD!

I will give you one chance - ONE. And when I do - you better take it because it's not gonna come around again. I'm giving you one more lifeline to save yourself. Don't be stupid.

This will be big - the biggest thing I've ever undertaken. And I have a feeling it will be FABULOUS!

Sometimes... sometimes I think if I'd have chosen the other path back then... maybe I could've saved us somehow. Maybe things would've been be different. Maybe things would've been better.