"Maybe finding all the things it took to save us
I could fix the pain that bleeds inside of me
Look in your eyes to see something about me
I'm standing on the edge and I don't know what else to give."

"Do you know what it feels like
loving someone
that's in a rush to throw you away?"

I am so majorly screwed.

I should've listened to my mother.

They think if they know you well enough, they can bend you to their will. Problem is, they never do know you well enough.

Words like ice daggers.

And you do so knowingly.

Heartless.

Will cause suffering.

As much shall be given as is received.

You are NOT stronger than this.

"A kiss is a lovely trick designed by nature to stop speech when words become superfluous."
-Ingrid Bergman

Cannot let go.

Don't really want to.

Mine, mine, MINE.

You deserve so much better than this.

I promise to do better.

Thank you.

You want this. Fine. It's done. So fucking over this.

I'm not gonna take it back this time.

I will cut you out.

Get out of my face and get the FUCK out.

Seriously? I thought we'd settled this.

You can keep to your silly elitist ways. This is so not even the issue.

I don't need this shit.

You can't touch me. Don't ever fucking forget that.

If I told you how insignificant YOU are - you might just disappear in a flash. Coz honestly, you don't even matter that much.

I will fucking LAUGH in your goddamn face, you know-nothing retard.

Get some and get OFF my case. JESUS.

I know it hurts, but you just have to stick to it now. There's really nothing left for you to do. It's the only way to put a stop to it all.

Here's to getting what you want.

* * *

Crawl - Chris Brown

Everybody see’s it’s you
I’m the one who lost the view
Everybody says we’re through
I hope you hadn’t said it too

So where
Do we go from here
With all this fear in our eyes
And where
Can love take us now
We’ve been so far down
We can still touch the sky

[Chorus]
If we crawl
Till we can walk again
Then we’ll run
Until we’re strong enough to jump
Then we’ll fly
Until there is no wind
So lets crawl, crawl, crawl
Back to love, Yeah
Back to love, Yeah


Why did I change the pace
Hearts were never meant to race
I always felt the need for space
But now I can’t reach your face
So where
Are you standing now
Are you in the crowd of my vouch
Love, can’t you see my hand?
I need one more chance
We can still have it all

[Chorus]
If we crawl(if we crawl)
Till we can walk again
Then we’ll run (then we’ll run)
Until we’re strong enough to jump
Then we’ll fly
Until there is no wind
So lets crawl, crawl, crawl
Back to love, Yeah
Back to love

[Bridge]
Everybody see’s it’s you
Well I never wanna lose that view

[Chorus]
So we’ll crawl (if we crawl)
Till we can walk again
Then we’ll run (we’ll run)
Until we’re strong enough to jump
Then we’ll fly
Until there is no wind
So lets crawl, crawl, crawl

So If we crawl (ooh)
Till we can walk again (till we can walk again)
Then we’ll run (we’ll run)
Until we’re strong enough to jump (until we’re strong enough to jump)
Then we’ll fly (then we’ll fly)
Until there is no wind
So let’s crawl, let’s crawl, lets crawl
Back to love
Back to love yeah
Back to love

tell me

excuses
just another way to lie
just another way to die

don't make a fool out of me
because when i turn the tables on you
you won't know what to do

you don't see
you take it all for granted
you take all the advantage
savage

when it is all lost
you will discover the cost

tell me what they say
about the one that got away

regret
because you didn't do
what you were supposed to

it really isn't that hard
to say what you mean
and mean what you say

Somebody To Love - Leighton Meester Feat. Robin Thicke

Paris France to Michigan
London town and through Berlin
I can’t believe this place I’m in
Everywhere and back again
Porcelain and China Dolls
Give me one and I’ve seen them all
Got my back against the wall
Wonder where I’ll be tomorrow?

But wait, now how long could this take?
It’s hard to find a man,
When you’re gone before he wakes.
They say it’s hard to achieve
But can’t a girl believe?

CHORUS:
Is there somebody who still believes in love?
I know you’re out there
There’s got to be somebody
I search around the world
But I can’t seem to find
Somebody to love

Baby girl, there you at
Looking at me like a putty cat
Wondering where that thing is at
Wondering where your ring is at
Nobody ever did it quite like this
Nobody ever did it quite like you
Do your hair, I bought you shoes
We can hit the town like superstars do
You lookin’ for love? Then let me show you love
Give me the key to your heart
I can give you what you want
When you’re waiting for love
And you’re lookin’ for someone
I’mma turn this gossip girl into a woman

CHORUS:
Is there somebody who still believes in love?
I know you’re out there (I know you’re out there)
There’s got to be somebody
I search around the world
But I can’t seem to find
Somebody to love

Is there somebody who still believes in love?
I know you’re out there
There’s got to be somebody
I search around the world
But I can’t seem to find
Somebody to love

Je t'adore, Je t'adore (I love you, I love you)
Make a move, do the thing
Turn around, strike a pose
Je t'adore, Je t'adore (I love you, I love you)
Make a move, do the thing
Turn around, strike a pose
Ooh, I like it
Ooh, I need it
Ooh, I want it
Hey Hey

I know it’s hard to achieve
But can’t a girl believe?

CHORUS:
Is there somebody (Is there somebody?)
who still believes in love? (Who still believes?)
I know you’re out there (I know you’re out there)
There’s got to be somebody
I search around the world
But I can’t seem to find
Somebody to love

Is there somebody who still believes in love? (who still believes)
I know you’re out there (who still believes)
There’s got to be somebody
I search around the world
But I can’t seem to find
Somebody to love

(You say hello, I say goodbye)
(You say hello, I say goodbye)
Somebody to love

* * *

it never is as simple as we hope it is.

Malas sa mga babaeng mayaman. HAHAHAHAHA!!

why does it always have to be one or the other?

Dahil walang naaakit na hindi nagpapaakit.

play better next time.

will make you want it more than life itself.

hm. there's that question buzzing about again. give the answer - hurry up!

desire to simply desire.

"One cannot force the hearts or minds of other people, or get them to do what we want them to do at the precise moment we want it. We can only wait..."
- Edna O'Brien

be careful.

i beg to differ.

there is always something you can do. little things, subtle things - things that don't jump out at you at first but in retrospect really makes you kind of laugh at the sheer apparentness of it all because all will be revealed in the end... everything only truly makes sense when it's over.

well this should be interesting.

homecoming always manages to make everything more complicated.

"To Be is to belong to someone."
- Jean-Paul Sartre

how much do i mean it?

REALLY.