oh, sibling love.
bro: *kicks me in the ass*
me: OHO! i am gonna get you for that... JUST YOU WAIT!
bro: well i can get you again... IN YOUR SLEEP!!
me: i can get you in YOUR sleep!
bro: you sleep later than me and i wake up at around 6 so i have more time.
me: well, i sleep later than you so i have time too!
bro: but i can lock my door! and YOU have to sleep SOME time - and when you do - I'LL SLAP YOU!
*outbreak of laughter*
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Stop and Stare - OneRepublic
This town is colder now, I think it's sick of us
It's time to make our move, I'm shaking off the rust
I've got my heart set on anywhere but here
I'm staring down myself, counting up the years
Steady hands, just take the wheel...
And every glance is killing me
Time to make one last appeal... for the life I lead
Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're 'here' not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, can u see what I see
They're trying to come back, all my senses push
Untie the weight bags, I never thought I could...
Steady feet, don't fail me now
Gonna run till you can't walk
But something pulls my focus out
And I'm standing down...
Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're here not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, you don't need
What you need, what you need...
Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be
Oh, do u see what I see...
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i don't think i can do this.
i want it but i don't know how to GET it - i don't even know if i CAN get it.
man up!
what is WRONG with you???
you're making my head spin.
this is the last thing i'm doing for you.
finally. it's really OVER.
surprisingly, i don't want to leave this time. i'm not ready to face what i left behind.
i don't want another reason to STAY.
maybe i'm done. maybe there's nothing.
too bad. i would have made you BELIEVE - would have breathed new life and opened those eyes.
but maybe... i have it backwards. maybe that's why i shouldn't. i'm being selfish still. nothing good can out of that.
it's all going too fast.
TOO FAST.
i'm not ready. i am a CHILD.
i can't do this.
maybe i can't follow the plan.
but i will be there. one day.
i can have all that i want, can't i?