I Want to Hold Your Hand - The Beatles

Oh yeah, I´ll tell you something
I think you´ll understand
When I say that something
I wanna hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand

Oh, please, say to me
You´ll let me be your man
and please, say to me

You´ll let me hold your hand
Now let me hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand

And when I touch you i feel happy, inside
It´s such a feeling
That my love
I can't hide
I can't hide
I can't hide

Yeah you, got that something
I think you´ll understand
When I say that something
I wanna hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand

And when I touch you I feel happy, inside
It´s such a feeling
That my love
I can't hide
I can't hide
I can't hide

Yeah you, got that something
I think you´ll understand
When I feel that something
I wanna hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand.

* * *

i'm sorry. i just can't. not like this.

acknowledge me. i deserve it.

what are we, bestfriends?

shut up.

wish away the immunity.

i'm an idiot.

i could be the catalyst.

i am all you want.

loving the target practice.

i cheated myself.

i could've presented myself so much better.
i could've done so much better.

the prize was negligible. i didn't want it.

i just wanted to feel satisfied with my performance.

i'm a choker.

but it was fun and that's what matters.

better things are yet to come.

things fizzle out so quickly.

i'm out.

acting like it's a game
keeping scores and batting averages
analyzing wins and losses
assessing the competition
but never really understanding
why i play at all.

part compulsion
part aversion
everything's on repeat
and loop-the-loop.

be careful what you wish for.

why did you have to RUIN it?

who makes these STUPID rules anyway???

why can't it be as easy as they seem to think it is?

i wish i could feel as good about it.
i wish i could share their fantasy.
i wish i could say it's all real.

i've always wanted something more.

what a mess this year is---WHAT A MESS.

i kept waiting... waiting for what never came.

it wasn't what i was expecting.

maybe because they like you so much.

so biased. why am i even trying at all?

so nervous. this was never anything that came naturally.

surprisingly jealous.

you always DO this.

i've got jitters from the ends from the ends of my hair to the tips of my toes.

HELP ME!!

be there.

my head is thumping against my skull.

holy.

i can't believe it.

crap.

i needed this to be it.

just wasn't.

still can't be unseated.

i feel so foolish.

why does it have to be now?

disappointed.

why don't i have a choice on this?

who do you think you are?

you assume too much.

kung ayaw mo, HUWAG MO!

if you only knew.

ENOUGH EXCUSES.

i don't FUCKING need this. coz i can take my pick if i so wanted. believe me.

not bad.

don't blow it.

you will lose...

what was i thinking... really? letter B is so much better at everything anyway.