sometimes it freaks me out how much i've changed... and how i've managed to keep some things the same. every year it's like i've unearthed a new side of me.

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i recently found out that one of my childhood friends is now MARRIED. i cannot get over it. she just graduated from college and has been in the states for less than a year and now she's married to some american guy. I MEAN, I USED TO GO OVER TO HER HOUSE AND PLAY DOLLS WITH HER!! i cannot get over it.

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i am such a stalker. i disgust myself.

but i can't help it. seeing you is like a shot of pure ecstasy with an aftertaste of bliss.

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i hope i didn't just bite off more than i can chew.

I CAN'T SAY NO TO YOU!

you are my sweetest downfall.

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...i will love you more than that.