since when did the right answers become the only answers?

and i've imagined your demise in so many ways, so many times... that i guess they've all blurred. now all i see is evil scarlet when you float by.

excessive studying brings out the psychokiller in me.

you frustrate me in every way imaginable. i wish you'd just go away.

and i hated it because it was right. but what can i do? this is the path i must lead... it's simply impossible for me to get anywhere else.

dreams fade away once you wake.

i wish i could run. run without caring when, where and how i'd stop. because all that would matter would be the running and not really where i'd end up.

i wish you'd just understand.

i wish you'd just acquiesce to these simple supplications that i think i have been casting into the fires since the dawn of my very existence.

i wish you knew what you were doing.

i wish you'd just stay there... maybe then...

maybe then i'd be free.

i hate you. if i had a buck for every time i said that, i'd be rich.

THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!!!!!

to all those who greeted me today, you don't know how much that meant to me and i'd like to take this opportunity to thank you guys personally.

to my family: dad, mama, papa, ninong, trish, migs, tita bell, gen and jf... especially to the last three, thanks for the surprise birthday dinner last night (and the wonderful presents)! MY FIRST EVER SURPRISE BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION! i love you guys! to my mom (you know i love the ipod and the iskin) a BIG thank you... i'm sure to go shopping sometime soon! hahahaha!

to squad one: ayet, pia, evee, lorra, jackie, jilli, kat, chelly, angel... THANK YOU FOR THE WONDERFUL, WONDERFUL CAKE!! you guys are the best!! *special mention to marla coz she was there to eat the cake too hahaha! love you, marls!

to my classmates and batchmates: i can't remember each and every one who greeted me but THANK YOU!!

to komu: i love you all! WE CAN DO THIS! THANKS FOR THE GREETING SONG KAHIT SINTUNADO WAHAHA!!

to all those who texted: berns (who texted like 3 days early aside from today), yeni, rocky (kahit barbero), sabs (who greeted me a few days before as well... thank you for da geep hahaha!), mio, lara, reeza, nicole, ninong and trish, tita tin, AR (sorry i didn't have your number saved in my phone). i appreciate your piso.

to those who YM'd: AR, lia, pets, [sabs, rocky, chelly and mio (again!! hahaha! i love you people so much!)], ia, anna, bea, ephraim, julian, peter, jandi, abi... you guys are the buzzness of the world! hahahahaahhahaha!

to those who greeted me in other ways: merc (on her LJ---roxas ka dyan! hahahaha! but hugs for you!), sabs (on her LJ also---you are such a lovely bestfriend), julian (tumawag ka pa talaga sa cell ko! thanks so much, it as absolutely sweet of you!), kyra (on my taggie) and lara (through friendster---you're halfway around the world but you never forget my birthday)... you guys kickass!

this was a great GREAT birthday... thanks for remembering!

edit (092005):

thanks to the people who greeted me today as well... lia (as seen on tagboard), jay jay (who texted), ate analee and krissy (through friendster), and san-san (through YM)... special mention to kat since she brought me a DIVINE choco mousse! you guys rock!