don't you people have anything better to do? gawd.

reading FOTR. orli rules! ahaahahahaa!

You enter the door .You see the higher being and
listen to what it says to you:
I have already been waiting for you.You ask
yourself why, dont you? Let me explain:
You should know that I am not the highest being I
am just one of the nine servants. And I am
sent to make you think about something but I am
not here to answer your questions. I can not
tell you too much but I will come again. So
listen what I have to say!
I am the higher being of help. I shall say you that
there was a difficult time for you . That you
had to make the experience how it is to be sad.
I can tell you that this happens in every mans
life one time. But this time is over soon, I am
told that this will change and a long, long
happy time will come to you. Something human
call love will come over you .And this will
help you to destroy your feelings of sadness
and pain, and you will feel like a new human.
I cant identify if it is the love to a woman/man,
friend, family member or god but it will give
you some new hope, believe me!
Thus spoke the higher being of help and now wake
up!
If you want the higher beings to come again please
rate this quiz. It will may take some time but
I have to work hard. Messages are also welcome!


~Visit the higher being in one of your dreams and listen what he says to you !!!WITH PICS!~
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in the real world, kim possible dates ron stoppable. really. i have verifiable proof.

it was a mistake.

it was a mistake to know any of you.

GIVE ME A HUG ON MY HUG COUNTER, WILL YA!!!!!!!

ok. now that that's done with... to business.

dad found it fit to give me and my younger bro advice as we drove home today. i don't know wether i should be thankful or just give into my aching sides and laugh my brains out. you be the judge.

dad's advice:
when someone tries to kidnap you, kick 'em in the balls.
i mean, that's what kidnappers least expect you to do. especially with kids---yes, even teenagers like yourselves---who they probably think will start screaming and possibly even crying. i mean, they won't think that you'll keep a level head and kick 'em in the balls.
so remember, keep a level head.
so kick 'em in the balls and when they fall to the ground, clutching their ailing groin, you can run for help.

oh yeah. thanks dad. kick 'em in the balls. right. i'll remember that. totally. thumbs up, dude.

him: you probably won't see her again up until you get to college.
*pause*
him: and i probably won't see her again ever.

and i think to myself: well that's your fault, now isn't it, you shmuck!

c'mere and give me a hug!

just click the hug counter under the hit counter. i'd appreciate it. ::grins widely::

it's a sin to be so near perfect. and yet it is a sin i could only wish to commit.

summer summer!!! surreal much?

much.

the question playing on my mind: what if?

what if he could afford it? what if he said yes? how would i deal with not seeing those two beautiful faces ever again? at least with out valedictions on this day... it was... not anything.

we would see each other in two months.

but what if i'd be looking forward to see a whole new set of beautiful faces? some whose are not so familiar?

i don't know. it's crazy.

::sigh::

american idol rocks.

and so i realize what my path should be. it may not be what i wanted but it is what must happen. it is what must come to pass. i wonder now, how i was ever even torn between the two choices. i knew what i wanted all along. i see it now. but that is what despairs me. because all though i know what i want... i cannot have it. it is not what was meant to be. i have to tread this unhappy path, hopefully it will lead to better roads, better ways.

the sunset winds are blowing forth, replacing the rancorous torments of the yellow star. i fear the biting cold that is soon to come in the nightfall. am i ready? armed with nothing but my very self, i tread on this unforgiving course, imploring that He hear me for once.
i have held on to this chalice of faith with none but the tips of my fingers. it must not slip away for i will need it when there is nothing left to believe in but the gelidness of the shadows.
that cold will take away the warmth and separate me from the rest. i will have to go forth with my being. but i am missing their company already and my time has not yet come.

but i'll be ready. i'll be ready yet.

life is just so majorly unfair. and i'm letting this all go. i will not be brought down because i have just two days... and then i will be free. so what if it's temporary? two months is two months.

maroon 5 is the best alternative band... EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i LOVE them. uh... more soon.

at least this isn't one of my one-liner entries.

i am many in one
i am her
she is me
but we are not the same

you know her
i know her
but you do not know me

it is a war of domination
between her and i
and this vessel
is shattering from the inside

will the pieces ever be whole
will i be free
to be who i choose to be

her eyes
they were so plagued
by so many unfathomable pains
her cream colored face
tinged with pink
as tears flowed freely down her cheeks

i wanted to run
i had to run
but i could not
i merely gazed back at her
echoing her in her distress

reality had pierced me
with its fierce talons
once again
once again
thwarted once again

i can't believe she's really gone...

i've been full of one-liners lately. ok. so not really one-liners. but uh, let's say it's rare that i get to put down more than two sentences lately. wahaha. i'm such a 'turd. many reasons constiture to my... ah... uncharacteristic loss for words. i usually don't shut up. you can ask pia. she'll give YOU all the dirt you need. waha.

i found my choker!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm so happy. i never thought i could be so shallow as to rejoice about finding a CHOKER. no. it doesn't CHOKE you. duh.

it's this necklace thingy than instead of wearing it below the neck... it encircles the middle part of your neck. you know? yeah... um... basta. i love chokers. they make a lot of difference in an otherwise boring outfit. i swear. i don't even care if it's out of style or whatever. i mean, i usually care what's on style because i love clothes. i love shopping and therefore love getting dressed up in the latest, hippest duds. but... this.... my choker... i don't give a rat's ass. i will WEAR it.

i mom said i looked like i got out of prison wearing this dogcollar bracelet. you know, the leather one, with spikes sticking out of it? yeah. she said that. seriously. that ONE little thing gave her the impression that i had broken the law. ::rolls eyes:: parents.

i mean, i totally respect mom's fashion sense. she used to work in kirei and dress up the then-just-budding stars like regine velasquez and maricel soriano and stuff. also the more famous ones... maricel lacsa and i forget their names. i was never really a fan of local showbiz whatsits. ok. anyway. i RESPECT her fashion sense but i inherited this fashion sense from her but i have a mind for my times. and i know what looks good too. and i so do not look like i am a lawbreaker by wearing that one bracelet. i think it rocks.

BABO IS THE BEST STORE EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!